Welcome to My Story

2010-04-08T16:57:00.001+08:00

AHH.

everyone's getting accepted.

i really wonder where i'd end up.

2010-03-22T07:32:00.001+08:00

The optimistic me is back again.
I'm excited about life. (:

2010-02-06T20:44:00.003+08:00

i feel very mixed about this.
i dunno if i should go on.
half of the people are already leaving! haha.
should i cave in?

she's getting very defensive lately.
and it's becoming offensive gradually.
MAM, PLEASE BEHAVE.

2010-01-19T21:35:00.003+08:00

MISSING PERSON: NURUL AISYAH.

PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER BACK.

THANK YOU.

2010-01-18T20:48:00.001+08:00

first day at work today.
okay la. nothing overwhelming.
the people are alright. haha.
fun bunch i would say.
i think i'd survive. (:

2010-01-06T17:26:00.002+08:00

Venture Era con people. stoooopid.
go and die.

2009-12-05T21:59:00.013+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL.

I MISS THE PD BLOCK GANG.

I MISS ECs.

AND I MISS SEEING THE 3 FACES I LOVE EVERYDAY.

LYDIA , AZIMAH & JANNAH came over to chill yesterday.

it has been quite some time since we last hung out.
i certainly look forward to more chill-out sessions with them.
i love you slengers! to bits. (:

jannah left early. boo.

went to watch new moon with lydia and her aunt at JP after that.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY SWITCHED CAMPS!

Team Jacob RULES now. (((((((:

woooooooooooooooooo~

HAHA.

movie ended around 1130+.

had to rush to catch 198.

walked home from the german centre at 0100am in the morning, alone. -.-

stoopid.

TAG REPLIES

ziemuhh: psst! remember! heeeee. *grins. i'm so excited!

jannah: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHH!! it was soooo funny luh! but i was really happy to see you tadi! thanks for making my day sunshine. (: love you. miss you. let's go baking! lolol. XP

2009-12-03T17:19:00.005+08:00

GARDENING is pressurising.
no matter how much they say they don't mind.
or don't expect.

there are certain standards to meet.
no matter how much they say they don't mind.
or don't expect.

i am very skeptical.

everyone should garden sometime.
everyone should share the burden sometime.

they always say, one should act and do within its capabilities.

i am not capable at the moment.

please understand.

bummer.

2009-12-02T14:54:00.003+08:00

*DIES.

SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGH~ *dreamy eyesss. (:

2009-12-02T13:54:00.005+08:00

`can you meet me halfway?

dammit. i have no idea what to blog. -.-

TAG REPLIES
nafisah: GDYB! ((((((((((((:
nafisah #2: haha! kau memang minah maintain pe. XP
Zakiah: holla! :DDDDDDDDD
jannah: WHEN.YOU.MEETING.ME!
shiningstar_: tu la! lol.
ziemuhh: i wonder if we'll ever complete that sacred list.

2009-11-26T11:04:00.008+08:00

GOSH. i still can't believe A LEVELS are over.

i'm very mixed about this.
most of me celebrates this closure.
but a part of me still misses the mugging days.
but i know one thing's for sure..
life is so much simpler when all you have to do is just to study.

this past week has been rather satisfying i would say.
i got to do many of the things i wanted. (:
i still don't pamper myself enough tho.

anyway, here are some of the random pictures i took recently with me sisters at JE Lib. (:
till next time, take care everybody!

Since you went away, hasn't been the same.

In my heart, all i got is pain.

Could it be that i played the game to lose you?

TAG REPLIES

joanne: done!

Krithee: eh siao. i miss you tooo! we'll meet up & climb trees soon. ((((((:

2009-08-06T11:13:00.001+08:00

Things to do today:
1. Get Up.
2. Survive.
3. and Go to Bed.

2009-08-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

he just pretends.
he's good at it.

2009-07-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

` worry prickling my senses.

life's gonna hand you all kinds of stuff.

you learn your little lessons

and hopefully, you’ll grow. (:

2009-07-16T09:06:00.007+08:00

i'm sick today.
this would be the second time this week im absent from school.
booooo. ):

Keep the Faith

If you call out loud
Will it get inside
Through the heart of your surrender
To your alibis
And you can say the words
Like you understand
But the power's in believing
So give yourself a chance
'Cause you can climb
The highest mountain
Swim the deepest sea
All you need is the will to want it
And little self-esteem
So keep the faith
Don't let nobody turn you 'round
You got to know when it's good to go
To get your dreams up off the ground
So keep the faith, baby, yeah
Because it's just a matter of time
Before your confidence will win out
Believe in yourself no matter what it's gon' take
You can be a winner
But you got to keep the faith
Go, keep it, brother, you got
And when you think of trust
Does it lead you home
To a place that you only dream of
When you're all alone
And you can go by feel
'stead of circumstance
But the power's in believing
So give yourself a chance
I know that you can
Sail across the water
Float across the sky, high
Any road that you take
Will get you there
If only you try
So keep the faith
Don't let nobody take you down, brother
Just keep your eyes on the prize
And your feet flat on the ground
So keep the faith, baby, yeah
Because it's just a matter of time
Before your confidence will win out
I told my brother how to do the thing right
Lift up your head
And show the world you got pride
Go for what you want
Don't let 'em get in your way
You can be a winner
But you got to keep the faith
Gon' keep it, brother, you got
I know that keepin' the faith
Is never givin' up on love
But the power that love has
To make it right
Makes it, makes it right
So keep the faith
Go on!
Don't let nobody turn you 'round, brother
You got to know when it's good to go
To get your dreams up off the ground
So keep the faith, baby, yeah
Because it's just a matter of time
Before your confidence will win out
Better stand up and act like you wanna do right
Don't play the fool for the rest of your life
Work on it, brother
And you'll make it someday
Go for what you want and don't forget the faith
Look at yourself and what you're doin' right now
Stand back a minute just to check yourself out
Straighten out your life
And how you're ivin' each day
Get yourself together
'Cause you got to keep the faith
Go on!
Don't let nobody take you down, brother
Just keep your eyes on the prize
And your feet flat on the ground
So keep the faith, baby, yeah
Because it's just a matter of time
Before your confidence will win out
Lift up your mind
Before your mind gets blown
Some things in life
You best just leave them alone
Go for what you want
Don't let it get in your way
You can make it happen
But you gotta keep the faith
Gon' keep it, brother
You got to keep the faith
Gon' keep it, sister
You gotta keep the faith now, now
I'll show my brother how to do the thing right
Lift up your head and show the world you got pride
Go for what you want, don't let 'em get in your way
You can be a winner if you're keepin' the faith
Straighten out yourself and get your mind on track
Dust off your butt and get yourself respect back
You've known me long enough
To know that I don't play
Take it like you wanna
But you got to keep the faith
Gon', don't let nobody take you down
Just keep your eyes on the prize
And your feet flat on the ground
Keep the faith, baby, yeah
Because it's just a matter of time
Before your confidence will win out
But till that day
I say you got to keep the faith ★

2009-07-09T21:46:00.007+08:00

"In my case it was fear. I think it’s because you’re different.

I mean, I’m really surprise we have dogs nowdays because dogs too.. are different. It’s amazing, you know, you can accept a dog into your house but you can’t accept someone

because of their race, colour or religion..

Or because they are different."

and mind you, he's just 6 years old.

So far, not too bad.

but then again, who am i kidding?

..grr. if stress could kill.

went swensens this week.

WOOHOO.

nobody died.

it was just a freaky coincidence.

HAHA.

Black&White. (:

CareCorner Appreciation Ceremony.

had 4 and 1/2 hours of bloody econs just now.

GAHH.

sigh.

oh wells..

i guess i'd better start mugging hard now.

i may not be the JC-type..

but since im stuck here,

i'd might as well make full use of it.
besides, chances like these don’t come much.

if I don’t do it now, i’ll be kicking myself hard when I’m 80..

which is very hard to do

and that’s how you break a hip.

"But they told me, a man should be faithful.

And walk when not able. And fight 'till the end.

But i'm only human."

2009-07-08T21:40:00.010+08:00

`will you be there?

In our darkest hour

In my deepest despair

Would you still care?

Would you still be there?

In my trials

And my tripulation

Through our doubts

And frustrations

In my violence

In my turbulence

Through my fear

And my confessions

In my anguish

And my pain

Through my joy

And my sorrow

In the promise of another tomorrow

I'll never let you part

For you're always ..

In My Heart.

❤

2009-07-04T21:29:00.008+08:00

TAG REPLIES
sijia: ROFL. but i haven't wrote for the MLL paper tho. haha.

you know..

a slip of the tongue can be really amusing.

Cikgu: breast-feeding is an absolutely beautiful thing.

it actually strengthens the bond

between you and your mother.

Who here was breast fed?

*hands raised.

Cikgu: well, i see. that's why when you grow up, you too

must breast-feed YOUR MOTHER.

oh and by the way..

the paper was uurghjal;a;anjvbhbyuwbvnk.

joanne: HELLLOOOOOOOUUUU! ♥

shiqah: haha, no laa. i don't know..

ziemuhh: haha! i'll try. insya-Allah. ilyt. (:

lydia: go kill yourself. lol.

Chiyen: LOL. hi-5!

STICH: eh, how you know about the distractions!? lol.

2009-07-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

2009-06-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

during econs tutorial..

ms tiong: why are all of you chewing gums in my class?

you're not suppose to even bring it in!

SWALLOW IT NOW.

yep.

everything about econs is suicidal.

sigh.

wish me luck.

i need it.

GO. TIONG.

my new obsession..

you are not alone.

2009-06-28T21:07:00.008+08:00

mugging before a class history test..

Jaya: *grumbles.

Aisyah: LOL. eh, you okay or not?

Jaya: i dont geddit y'know. they happily happily start a war,

fight here fight there,

rebel here rebel there..

in the end, I HAVE TO STUDY.

to my fellow historians

lucks for history tomorrow, people! (:

`We stop existing. And start living.

2009-06-26T11:50:00.002+08:00

okay, this is superbly random.

but I LOVE ART! ❤

so from now onwards

imma gonna post random and purposeless pictures

on every post.

HAHA.

* winks. (:

2009-06-26T09:53:00.004+08:00

ps: omg omg.
micheal jackson just died. :\

2009-06-26T09:43:00.005+08:00

TAG REPLIES
sijia: OEI. lol.
aishah: hello aishah! i like dark chocs too! lol. miss you. (:
iezah: HAHAHAHA. what a weird way to tag! but still, HELLLLLLLOOOOOO. (:
indra: rofl! i don't have the new one laa. besides, the maria tee not bad apeee. it goes very well with our school skirt/pants. haha!

2009-06-22T19:37:00.005+08:00

Aisyah: siallah. damn a lot of banglas sak tonight!

Shufeng: HAHA. today sunday night mah..

Aisyah: wahlao shufeng.. why you go call all your friends down..

Shufeng: they your family la! talk so much. see your skin colour! they all here to find you!

Aisyah: WAH YOU DIE.

HAHA.

it's funny how much this blackness of mine is so much

a part of ME.

i went back today

and for all the things i've done..

all the scoldings i gave..

all the warm-ups and pieces i conducted..

they only remembered ONE THING.

DARK CHOCOLATE.

junior #1: EHH HIIIIIII!

me: oh hello!

junior #1: DARK CHOCOLATE!!! *screams head off.

junior #2: *smiles.

me: *smiles back. hey there. you from flute one right?

junior #2: haha, last time. now i eupho.

me: oh! haha.

junior #2: you the dark chocolate one right..?

*junior #3 taps me on the shoulder.

me: lol. hi!

*junior #3 giggles and does the dark chocolate wave.

WTH.

and this insanity goes on and on

and on

AND ON

throughout the whole day!

LOL.

even with faces i don't know!

HAHAHA.

well, at least im remembered.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

we rock. woohoo.

uh huh uh huh~

lol.

omg. the new cello! (((:

oh. and i beat-ed today. ♥

i'm very happy.

will upload the videos soon. (:

2009-06-22T19:13:00.004+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Feeqah: HAHA. alright, sweets. soon kay?

aniah: AHH. OMG. OMG. OMG.

HOW DID YOU FIND ME.

2009-06-19T21:49:00.004+08:00

(during MLL..)

Jannah: did you know that sleeping can help you grow?

Aisyah: HAHA! then soleha, you're in need of sleep!

Soleha: no. i'm the case of toooooooo much sleep.

lol, you get it.. you get it. [:

went to jia's condo to study today.

dang, i need more study sessions.

2009-06-19T10:31:00.004+08:00

TAG REPLIES

sijia: yeah! cause chiyen's been pestering me. lol. ADAM'S DA BOMB LUH KAY. he's weird. normal people worry me.
mr sin: SHUDDUP KENDRICK. go bang head. lol.
Crislyn: ❤ ❤

2009-06-17T22:57:00.005+08:00

Dearest Cryslin,

i'm extremely glad you enjoyed the experience. it makes everything worthwhile. oh, am glad you enjoyed the campfire too! HAHA. i hope the reminiscences of me embarrassing myself would always put a smile on your pretty face. (:

about the E web.. well... it moved me. really really. haha. i didn't know it meant so much to you. oh, I LOVED YOUR MAGGIE MEEEEEE! (: lol. thanks for cooking for us! that was very thoughtful of you. (: HAHA. i lovelovelove you tooo. ❤ and sure. we'll meet up again, someday. about your injury.. don't mention it. lol. i was just doing my job. (:

and thanks again for your letter. haha. i would remember you forever too! the tough babe. (: i forsee you really doing well. work on it. take charge. and most inportantly, BE HAPPY. i wish you all the best sweetheart. and always remember, life gets better. (: it always does.

you just have to have faith.

take care, love.

2009-05-24T13:16:00.003+08:00

my weekend;

0330 pm - went to school, meet ms mardi.
0500 pm - help doll up the talentime contestants.
0730 pm - watch talentime.
1000 pm - talentime ended, lepak-ed.
1230 am - reach home, wash up, change clothes.
0330 am - left house to meet classmates.
0400 am - reached Padang.
0500 am - start duty, Kid's Run Carnival. (one that i stupidly volunteered)
0600 am - DID
0700 am - SHIT
0800 am - WORK
0900 am - UNDER
1000 am - THE
1100 am - HOT SUN.
1130 am - meet Joanne Peh and Ann Kok.
1200 nn - carnival ended, wash up.
1230 pm - trained home

I AM DAMN

SHAGGED.

2009-05-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

Seconds
hours
so many days
you know what you want
but how long can you wait
every moment lasts for ever
when you feel you've lost your way

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
but you gave me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

So here I am
still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
with ever breath it's harder to believe
you'll make it through the pain
weather the hurricanes
to get to that one thing
just when you think the road is going nowhere
just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand
and show you that you can

You can go higher
you can go deeper
there are no boundaries
above and beneath you
break every rule cause
there's nothing between you and your dreams

there are no boundaries

i guess im changing my blog song pretty soooon. (:

2009-05-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

And now i fear i will slip..
Too far for anyone's aid.

2009-05-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

zakiah: alrighttt. :D
Ziemuhh: lol, baik uh. the after-effects rabak dok. -.-
sijia: HAHAH! eh, the song damn nice kay?? oh, and welcome! HEH.
jannah: it's your favourite song too. haha.
s-o-l: aww, thanks babe. really. (:

2009-05-03T23:27:00.004+08:00

passion of the christ is very..

DISTURBING.

don't watch.

i touched;

and i was burned.

now the lesson's learnt.

2009-04-28T18:42:00.006+08:00

DISDAIN is a seven lettered word.

keep practicing it.
go be proud of it.
cause realise eventhough the war is won.

your battle has just begun.

2009-04-26T22:02:00.014+08:00

`you'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have..

but fortunately

the beauty of true friends is that

they can grow seperately..

without growing apart.

i love you, jannah.

and will always will.. y'know.

TAKE CARE BABE.

ALL THE BEST.

2009-04-24T21:37:00.001+08:00

TODAY'S THE SADDEST
DAY OF MY LIFE.

and nothing can make it go away.

2009-04-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

pristine; i'm calling it home.

fun's over.
name's tainted.
word to word.
mouth to mouth.

it's time i grow up.

2009-04-23T20:01:00.013+08:00

at bartley secondary..

lydia: chee yew.. why always during dance you never smile at me...
chee yew: harh.. aiya, okay la okay la. i try luh.
lydia: huh? why must TRYYY...?
chee yew: cause i don't like you what..

a few seconds later

jannah: eh. i ask you arh. why during dance you always look at the floor or at the back uh? you never look at us!
chee yew: noo.. i look at the back cause i imagine the screen at the back..
jannah: why must imagine screen? you implying that the screen better looking then me is it??
chee yew: shhh.. don't say so loud laa...

HAHAHA.

at times.. chee yew's just friggin' hilarious, dontcha think?

HAHA.

"you know.

sometimes, i think i fail to realise how blessed i am.

i've got everything going for me.

clicking correctly into place.

and yet, i'm not as thankful.

always ranting for more.

and chose to stray on the negs.

weird huh?

i guess sometimes we just need to remind ourselves that thankfulness

is indeed a virtue.

one that goes a long way.

if we just smile.

just laugh.

and just be thankful.

for what we've got.

cause only then our hearts will stand out a mile

and sing like it's never going to stop ♥"

- 26/11/08

MEAN IT, AISYAH.

MEAN IT.

TAG REPLIES

jannah: yer la... lol.

sijia: lol! really?? he's from CTSS?

krithee: lol. weekend? i dunno. why leh?

2009-04-19T09:09:00.013+08:00

Krithee: eh. i dunno what to buy leh. i NEED to buy something! i NEED to spent!

Aisyah: buy the glue la. the bottle so cute..

Krithee: ya ya.. the only thing i need to glue is your brain to your head!

Aisyah: LOOK WHO'S TALKING MAN?!

went for CTSS carnival yesterday and caught up with some old friends.

y'know, it's amazing what time can do to you.

given some time..

and everyone's evolved into this..

more tasteful versions of themselves.

and its kinda exciting.

the whole process.

dontcha think? HAHA.

the saturday afternoon sky was SEARING HOT!

oh nono. im not exaggerating. (:
im telling you..its was burning!
but still. i had no choice.
" i'm gonna kill you if you don't turn up!" - krithee.

the school's new.

so yeah..

i lost count of how many times i lost my way there.

me and my junior.
i was his camp facilitator for sec one orientation.
HAHA.
God Bless Me. (: (: (: (: (:

Mdm KaKa!! lol.
she knows me very well.
i helped her fill her late-coming record book.
with my own name.
lol, ahh. those days.. (:

ex-secretary. ex-parade drum major. ex-student conductor. (:
damn, the hair.

HANNAH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

my favourite *** ****ping guitar buddy woman!

lol. she damn cute luh please.

blood systahs. <3

six years.. AND COUNTING.

lol, burok sak.

hee.

ATIQQQ. (:

wanted to snap a whole lot more but my camera died on me. -.-

but still, truly, it was a very eventful day.

met with people i never thought i would meet.

am glad i went today.

the world's a big place. (:

TAG REPLIES

jannah: lol! jannah jannah... who's the oldest among the four of us?? hahaha.

Ziemuhh: sembarang ekh. XD i gave you that name tau mak cik. cred aku sikit uh. alamak... hahaha. happy belated birthday! <3

nadiah: (:

lydia: diam eh.. lol.

2009-04-18T10:23:00.004+08:00

now you see it's not paranoia?

im just gifted people.

GIFTED.

HAHA. XD

2009-04-16T18:17:00.018+08:00

Aisyah: eh, you know facebook got the 'which JC you're from' quiz right?

Lydia: oh ya.. you do already uh?

Aisyah: haha, yeah. i got ACJC!

Lydia: aiya. that one fake one la. they anyhow give answer. not true one.

Aisyah: uhm... yeaaah. or.. you could have said "yeah, i know. you quite smart also what!"

It can go both ways lydia.. both ways.

they say a picture paints a thousand words.

im letting pictures tell the story.. (:

14 April

one of the spots where we placed azimah's presents.

on the way.

jue han's on his way.
from school.

azi-das. haa.

mudpie!

HAHA.

i don't know which's scarier..

Casper.. or Muhammad Nifail?

tatt creds - azureeeeeeen.

singing the birthday song.

the ice-cream cake was so rock-solid hard that

we could only manage to cut it into three.

and share.

HAHA.

i think that's nifail pinching eugenia's pits.

lol.

" i don't wanna grow up. i wanna be peterpan." - jannah.

that explains.

SABO! HAHAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

AZIMAH

SYAZWAN

NIFAIL.

i love us. (: (:

WE ROCK.

2009-04-16T17:57:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Ziemuhh: HAHA. no problem babe! im glad you loved today. <3 that's all that matters. ilyt.

jannah #1: lol, giler. (:
krithee: bring in on! haha. ps: i miss you.
Eugene: lol! both your ex-gfs right?
jannah #2: GILER!!
SHIQAH: lol. thanksss!
nadiah: we didn't see la. but kinda felt it. so yeah..

2009-04-16T17:53:00.002+08:00

AIYOOOO!

WHY SO MANY EMBARASSING VIDEOS

OF ME ON THE

WORLD WIDE WEB?!

2009-04-11T15:54:00.001+08:00

there's always gonna be another mountain.
im always gonna wanna make it move.
always gonna be an uphill battle.
sometimes im gonna have to lose..

2009-04-06T23:23:00.005+08:00

in two.

LET'S BRING IT HOME.

14 girls.

8 boys.

One Dream.

Let's make it happen.

2009-04-05T13:50:00.001+08:00

HAHA.

2009-04-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

ps: for those who can't view this image from friday's post. (:

2009-04-03T22:24:00.016+08:00

i gave my wacko systa this link -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nH9jWnLNZ7Q

and her response..

plus the things she says...

and people wonder why we were friends...

2009-03-30T21:05:00.004+08:00

9 more days.

all the way.

bring it, ALL THE WAY.

2009-03-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

** omg. i think you guys misunderstood my previous random convo.
lucas wasn't pms-ing. HE WAS JOKING. haha.

kalau pun mahu bergayut,

carilah dahan yang kuat.

jangan sampai patah.

kalau jatuh,

sakit nanti.

2009-03-29T18:15:00.004+08:00

Lucas: Spoilt-brat.

Aisyah: Why do you keep calling me that?! i'm not spolit!

Lucas: Yes you are. You spoil everything.

right.

i didn't know words meant differently here than they are in

SOUTH AMERICA.

*exhales.

i think i messed up.

i think i screwed. BIG TIME.

way the go, Aisyah!

urgh. *rolls eyes.

alright.

one fine day, little-miss-itchy-who-cannot-keep-quiet-and-sit-down-to-do-her-work-during-breaks-eventhough-she-knows-she's-failing, decided to do something rompy with her friend.

they made their way to the PD block staircase and started snapping pictures.

therein lies a MAJOR problem.

cause they all think they're whizzes.

or at least Lili

or Adelaine..

i think..

*pause. HUGELY PREGNANT PAUSE.

they've offended those that lingers.

ahh, crap.

2009-03-27T22:15:00.004+08:00

Aisyah: Are you the only child?

Eugene: No la. i got sisters. two of them.

NOW THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING.

i've been so cynical these days.
i don't know how it started.
but it won't go away.

but i'd know better.

TO KEEP SMILING.
CAUSE THAT'S WHAT KEEPS ME GOING.

besides, KEEP SMILING.

it makes people wonder what you're up to.

HAHA.

2009-03-22T13:36:00.008+08:00

Some people are just... exceptionally interesting.

And interesting people have really warped ideas.

and aspirations.

Ever wondered what Jannah wanted to be?

"Aisyah! CAREFUL!! Don't knock against that Bangla!

He came to Singapore to strive for a living know! He needs to

feed his family!!"

And ALLLLLLL

i did was

get in the way of a cycling Bangla.

A CYCLING BANGLA.

school finally kicks in.

first week.

everyone's pretty much busy with SYF and A Divs.

mac hols was repleted with practices and more practices.

but i did manage to go out and chill with old pals.

HERE'S SOME PICS.

my voice damn annoyyyiinggg i tell you.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. The older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

YEPP. WE ROCK. (:
HAHA.

2009-03-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Shiqah: you meant i was dead the whole time?
Ziemuhh: HA.
sijia: YES YES. which means, you need too. :D
highstandardofliving: lemme guess... SOLEHA? *grinss.
EyQah: haha. np, dear! (:
nafisah: do consider. heh.
evangelinethevampire: HAHA. why didn't you go?! it was funnnn. ha.

2009-03-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

today's the first time i'm glad you didn't do it. (:
choose what you want to know. and you'll see how much joy it brings.

2009-03-15T12:15:00.006+08:00

azimah: eh eugene. you just now walk to school with aisyah i jealous you know. next time i must make sure you walk to school with me.

eugene tham: oh.. err.. *uncomfortable moment.
azimah: OEI I JOKING LA!

azimah's getting more and more soleha-like these days.

HA.

im lovin' it.

banni camp was awesome.

i love love it. (:

my class rocks.

well, we suppose to have a movie marathon but we ended up watching only one.
no time la.

we had to wait for everyone to settle.

by the time lucas finished training..

xuyao and connie finished bathing..

bruce finished searching for cable..

and..

jannah and taahira finally dropped by.

WE ONLY HAD TIME FOR ONE.

anyways. while waiting..

mr chan also gave us $50.

we spent on mac'd.

the next day was sports meet.

SCREAMS LOOOOOOSERISHHHHH LEFT RIGHT CENTRE.

sigh.

but i do have my proud moments.

congrats EUGENE, CHEE YEW AND HIDAYAH! <3

oh and jannah was classic!

you shudda seen her cheering for bryan.

she almost fell of the railing. HAHA.

I MEAN IT.

lyd had to hold her down. heh.

crazy girl.

celebrated inthum march babies after that.

will post the pictures in my next post. (:

2009-03-11T10:29:00.003+08:00

home-learning.

one of the few days you can catch everyone online.

heh.

2009-03-11T08:42:00.008+08:00

jaya: life is not fair. god is unfair.

soleha: no no. GOD IS FAIR.

jaya: why?

soleha: cause im so pretty and intelligent.

all: *speechless.

PC online today ye soleha? HA.

went to help out bannister for sports meet yesterday.

enjoy<3

sorry. uncomfortable angle, i know.

2009-03-11T08:03:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

sheaujyu: thanks!
aishah: HAHA. not really la. i only liked this particular group. i fell in love with them when i was in korea. how's you babe?
aishah #2 : just because im laughing.. does'nt mean im okay. (: but still, when life pushes you to tough situations, don't say why me? say try me.
EyQah: eventful. & im lovin' it.

2009-03-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

Memory is a tenuous thing,

like a rainbow’s end,

or a camera with failing lens.

Sometimes my focus is sharp,

every detail clear as the splashes of ice,

other times it’s a hazy field of frost.

i need better lenses.

2009-02-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Feeqah: aites!
azureeeen: lol, sorry uh babe.
yana: dah pon.. (:
EyQah bEll0: ye laa.. ya allah nie pompuan...
cheeyew: HAHA. hey there bradddeerrr! RESPECT +++
derek: hi derek! get well soooooon. we miss you at school!
JOANNE: hello joanne!! HAHA. i'll drop by your soooon!
dustbin: lol. sorry luh. so you going this sunday?
sijia: juliet! (:
jannah: -nil. (: HAHA.
iezah: haha. i'm sorry. had a lotttttt to do. (: how's your face sayang?
azureeeen: diam uh! lol.
shiqah: IT DID IN MINE TOOO! hahaha. even fiona was complaining. heh.
azureeeen: pssst! tell you something.. he's teaching our class sooon again! :D muahahahahhaaah!
hornysista: HAHA. i told you so. (: ehhhh, go the concert this sunday leh..
ziemuhh: haha. thanks, yo!
Hariani: NEK! XP
GOOOO!!: HAHAHA, CLASSIC!
STICH: LOL! its more like YOU who's running away!

2009-01-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

so here's welcoming 2009.

HNY everyone! (:

Life is too short for drama and petty things.

so kiss slowly.

laugh insanely.

love truly.

& forgive quickly..

cheers everyone.

2008-12-06T17:32:00.004+08:00

Nobody : Wonder girls

I'VE FOUND IT! (:

i want nobody nobody but you..... (:

2008-11-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

gee. that's really sweet of you fairuz.

and yes, i'm uberly eggcited for it.

god knows how i feel now.

HAHA.

thanks for making it even better.

rest assured, i'll take care of myself.

you take care too alright?

see you in a couple of days time.

thank you.

lots of love,

Aisyah.

2008-11-26T16:36:00.010+08:00

ellen: why are men such jerks, justin?
JT: err, well.. where do i start? *stutters. uhm. you women..... you ladies, i guess are just smarter than us.
ellen: wow, that's a good answer.
JT: see, see. i've accepted that. i'm much more comfortable in my stupidity. and i just roll with it y'know.

wtf.
HAHAHAHA.
JT's so adorable can? (:

hey hey hey.
wow. time really flies.
and i'm definitely getting gladder by the minute. (:
in less than 24 hours time, i'll be on my way to the airport.
and it sooooo eggggciting! HAHA.
its like total anticipation and total exilirating all wrapped up in one amazing bundle.
one nudge, and i'll burst.

(:

you know.
sometimes, i think i fail to realise how blessed i am.
i've got everything going for me.
clicking correctly into place.
and yet, i'm not as thankful.
always ranting for more.
and chose to stray on the negs.
weird huh?
i guess
sometimes we just need to remind ourselves
that thankfulness is indeed a virtue.
one that goes a long way.
if we just smile.
just laugh.
and just be thankful.
for what we've got.
cause only then our hearts will stand out a mile
and sing like it's never going to stop ♥

ps: i won't be updating for a while. see you guys in a couple of days time alright? do take care everyone. lovelove.

to indra: SORRY LAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (: by the way, i've heard you're going hongkong to play. like wtfish! it sooo unbelievably unfair laa. mygodd. miss yip promised me that when i was friggin' sec two! urghhhh. consider yourself lucky. seriously. (: treasure this experience. cause years later, when you look back, these are a few of the fond memories that'll stay with you for life. have fun, play well and forget me not.

love,lovelovelovelo
your ex-exco.

2008-11-24T15:04:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES (:

Hariani: tsktsk. gatal ekh! (:

anny: HAHA. who's this btw? (:

Aifa: aites! (:

ziemuhh: lol, thanks! you rock tooooooo. (:

munirah: i've already linked you already luh sayang. i linked it as syarifah. haa. oh and yesyes! let's lunch! IMYTTTTTTTTTTTTT. we'll ask the rest also lah. kays? (:

sijia: HEHS. (:

2008-11-23T20:59:00.001+08:00

HAHA.

2008-11-22T21:53:00.007+08:00

Cikgu Naser: After i feel you guys have mastered the basics well enough, you'll be tested. In other words, there will be examinations and you, of course have to work hard for it. If you excel, you will then receive the white belt.

Aisyah: But Cikgu, my dad said in silat, there are no belts. Only Pendekars. Pendekar Satu, Pendekar Dua and Pendekar Tiga. Pendekar Satu being the best, of course.

Cikgu Naser: Well, of course. That was in the good old days. But now, we have the belt system. What Pendekar was your father?

Aisyah: He said he Pendekar Kosong.

Cikgu Naser: *laughs. Bapak borek, anak rintik ya?

okay. when i said he was Pendekar Kosong, i was really serious and really meant it.

so the last sentence he said can only mean two things.

its either he meant i would take after my old man and excel in this art

im full of nonsense and make no sense when i talk.

just like my dad.

hpmm.

cause when i went to ask around i

i found out

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PENDEKAR KOSONG.

roarrr.

THANKS UH DAD.

sigh.

hoooneeeestlllyy

siiiiiiiinnnnncereeeeeeeeeely

deeeeeeeeeeeeeespeeerrraaatellllyyyyy

hope he does not think im a big joke.

cause for once

i want to be treated seriously.

and sadly

that does not happen very often.

in fact, when was the last time

someone took me seriously?

tsk. don't bother recalling Aisyah.

cause it might just take a while.

i miss my sister.

2008-11-21T21:00:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES(:

shiqah: nopes, every word is true. i can prove it. (: anyway, you better watch out in korea i tell you! kau jaga kauuuu.. HAHAHAHA. *evil laughs.

jannah: gasak kau lah jannah. lol. by the way, join silat! (: okay okay okay??

ziemuhh: (:

sijia: lol. mr chan is nice laa. super nice i think.

Hariani: haha. ermmm.. lemme think about it can? (: thanks for asking.

CHIYEN: HAHA. hello dearest! i think its damn cute! history was alright. haha. how's your maths?? can make it not?

2008-11-19T20:56:00.016+08:00

Mr Hendri:
One thing that's most important when we get to Korea is safety. Other things, we, teachers can definately compromise, give and take with you. But not safety. So you better take this seriously. Don't let us catch you leaving the hotel at night or catch you eating China products secretly in your room. If we catch you, you're dead. When i mean dead, i mean literally dead. We'll buy you a body bag and ship you back to Singapore. And yes, we'll all act sad if we have to.

HAHA

Mr Hendri says the wierdest things.

don't you think?

had HISTORY re-exam today.

oh oh, this i have to tell you. (:

yesterday, i spent my afternoon strenously fishing out my south east asian notes under a humongous clutter of worksheets, some i seriously, never knew i had. while searching, i chanced upon my result slip.

Comments: Aisyah is a lively, sociable and spontaneous student who appreciates friendship and works well with her peers. She is a keen learner and enjoys new and challenging tasks. She has the capacity lo learn and absorb new ideas quickly. She empathizes with and supports peers in need. She puts in great effort to improve herself. Aisyah demonstrated leadership qualities in her role as a student leader during the Asian Young Leaders Convention and in the Malay Cultural Society.

HAHA.

easily, Joke of The Year.

is either that..

or i simply could'nt remember when was the last time i held a leadership role in MCS.

Lydia and Azimah have their share of jest too.

Lydia has an unflagging determination...........

........................She displays leadership qualities in her role as the history subject representative.

and here everyone thought Chen Lili was the hist. rep.

FOR.THE.PAST.ONE.YEAR

Azimah is an industrious student.......

..........As the MLL subject representative, Azimah displayed

commandable leadership skills.

" huh?? biar betol. ape yang commandable nyer? i've never done anything for the past one year siol. " - Azimah.

HAHA.

and of course, i've saved the best for last.

*clears throat.

dearest noor jannah ahmad hakim.

to express my undying love for you, i shall do the honour of helping you evaluate and spot the mistakes on the remarks portion of your report card. (:

Jannah is an intelligent student whose results do not reflect her ability. (what the eff is this suppose to mean? lol.) She is aware of her own strengths and weaknesses and displays a willingness to make improvement. She is a jovial and cheerful young (see. everyone thinks you're a kid.) lady who exudes warmth and sincerity. (*vomits blood.) Her good sense of humour and creativity (more like randomness) often bring much life and cheer to class discussions. As a student leader, she displays leadership qualities during her overseas trip to China (how do you say water in mandarin again?) and in the Malay Cultural Society.

ROFL.

2008-11-19T15:50:00.007+08:00

TAG REPLIES (:

ziemuhh: HAHA! yeah. the history paper was okay lah. manageble. alhamdullilah. (: (omg! this is seeeerrriiioooouuusssly the FIRST time im saying a history paper is OKAY. azimah! can you bliffffff it?? (: (: (: (: (: )

jannah: random sak! SEEEEEE. jannah, this proves everything we've ever bickered about. still wanna rebutt? (:

Hariani: (sembarang ekh. Mrs RZ konon!) HAHAHAHA! gilerr. i was wondering too. asal tetiba je mak cik syafiq ajak aku kluar. dengar dengar aku kenal pe mak cik dier. lol. that's why i tell you, QUIT WORKING. (: when's the AFC Cup? who's going? or is it a set up again hpmm? *suspicious.

ps: i had fun with you too. AND JANGAN LAMBAT LAGI. lol.

beroksister: :D !

derek: KWEN-CHAH-NAH-YO! (:

azureeeeen: lol. mesti lah. youth festival dok! of course we all want to do well for it kan? (: errr.. about groping ~~your~~ my dear.. i can't promise. tengok uh. sebab kalau dier mintak aku camner? XD

2008-11-15T22:26:00.007+08:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was cryin' on the staircase
Beggin' you please don’t go
And I said…

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say 'yes'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, 'cause we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Let's leave this town for a little while,
Oh, oh

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was beggin' you, please don’t go…
And I said

"Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say 'yes'

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say 'yes'"
Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you in the outskirts of town
And I said

"Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said

"Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say 'yes'"
Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2008-11-15T20:27:00.006+08:00

General Office Woman: korea very cold know?

Aisyah: ya, i know. and am seriously eggcited for it! who knows i can turn white. singapore so hot. that's why i so black.

General Office Woman: *smiling. why would you wannna turn white? you dark but you still pretty whattt.

Aisyah: huh? NO. but i always get that i disappear at night. sad life luh.

AHH. can't wait for the friggin' trip!

met up with my groupmates today.

LimTher (S06), Derek (S16) and Fiona (S26).

notice the affinity?

Malay Dance rehearsals have definitely upped and is starting to stress me out.

LIKE REALLLLLLY STRESSING ME OUT.

and the umbrellas i tell you..

*@#%$!#$% !

okay, confessions.

you know, during practices, not that i'm gay or any or that sort. [i think.]

but i noticed

my eyes are always fixed on azimah and fiqah. [start panicking guys! muahahahahha!]

everytime they move,

they make it look so easy.

they excecute the steps effortlessly.

and they learn .

PLAIN SAILING - LY.

especially FIQAH.

i think she dances vey well. (:

oh DAYAH too.

and LYDIA.

AZIMAH esp.

AZUREEN.

JANNAH.

NADIAH.

SHIQAH.

MARLIYANA.

NATASHA.

SHAKINA.

FAIRUZ.

and

WANI.

eventho i willed myself not to panic.

i can't.

cause that's practically everyone!

evryoneeeeee.

AHH.

START WORKING HARDER AISYAH.

START DRILLING!

JIA YOU. (:

2008-11-15T19:47:00.006+08:00

TAG REPLIES (:

jannah #1 : ROFL. sumer gambar gambar tak mandi dier send aku!

jannah #2: HAHA! oh nononononononononononono. YOU ARE RANDOMER! (: anyone smart enough will agree. trust me. heh.

jannah #3: lol. yeah. and my favourite is the self-potriat shot you took. CLASSIC.

jannah #4: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
aku tak kisah. you still have to come online everyday! M.E.S.T.I :D

ziemuhh: thanks. i will. haha. ILTY. (:

chiyen: **am extensively honourned. haa.

sijia: standard uh. me whhhaaatttt. if there's anyone more effective then bruce, then it's got to be me. *GRINS.

jannah #5: giler! XD

2008-11-13T21:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY

LIIIII-DIIIERRRR!

may this day bring you lots of love and joy that you very much deserve.

shall update and post more pictures soon. (:

2008-11-12T11:37:00.003+08:00

and you tell me i'm more random then you?

*tsktsk

aku sayang kau jugak luh, giler! xoxoxo (:

AND WILL ALWAYS DO. Y'KNW.

2008-11-10T21:19:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES (:

Hariani: eh jap. aku confuse. kau Man U fan ke Arsenal fan?

Sheau Jyu: i tagged on your board already. (:

Jannah: HAHA. sabar uh! nanti aku post kay? lol.

ziemuhh: giler. XD

2008-11-10T19:56:00.020+08:00

( As told by Renu's Mom)

A: Akka, i'm in love with a ____ girl.

B: Okay, bring her home.

* A brings his girlfriend home.

B: Amma! Whhhaaattt you see in her dey? Front flat, back flat.

Tell me what you going to press?!

seriously.

damn insulting lah please!

im suppose to update about the class party like donkey years ago
but i just could'nt find the time.

even if i had the time, i'd be too lazy to upload the pictures.

HAHA.

am terribly sorry that im such a procrastinator.

can't help it. it's in ME.

okay. so the class party was a last minute thing.

took less than 24 hours to gird and put up the whole thing.

thanks to Teck Jin, i must say.

he's such an efficient person.

BRUCE, CLASS REP NEXT YEAR?? (:

we had pizzas, fried rice, chocolate cake, pepsis and root beer.

we also bought sparkling juice.

SUPER WIERD COMBI I TELL YOU.

our cake!

and so we had fun.
with cake and ice fights, i swear the place looked like a war zone.

HAHA.

I LOVE MY CLASS. (:

and yes, i did start the cake fight. (:

2008-11-07T21:16:00.006+08:00

TAG REPLIES (:

aidyl: aaaaiiiiiiddddddddddddddyyyyyyyllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!! (:

shiqah: HAHAHA. OKAY LAH. sigh. the things i do for you..

passer-by: err.... whatever you heard, you've heard wrong. have you even met this ~~monster~~ girl?! (ps: nampak sah kau azureen! hah.)

azureeeeen: XD

sijia: lol, fineeeeeeeeee. (: and ya. i'm gonna miss her too. sad lah huh?

sheau jyu: hey, erm i've checked my mail. but there's nothing there..

angel: aww. (: (: (: (: (:

jannah: diam ehh. lol.

ziemuhh: HAHA. mesti uh. best! i longer have to pretend. lol. thanks, love.

zakiah: lol. relek uh sis. takmo stress stress. (:

2008-11-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
chey

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
aku ingat kau baru post smth

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
ya...

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
blogging something new

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
thats not post!

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
to post

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
thats tag replies!

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
nehmind

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
say u miss me ahain

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
*agai

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
*n

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
n u can add how i've been an awesome anak

A z u r e e N [: -strength says:
:D:D:D

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
HAHA.

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
siol.

ηυяυℓ αιѕуαн ❤ says:
kk.

So here i am telling the whole world that i miss Azureen and she has been an awesome daughter to me.

HAHA.

2008-11-06T21:54:00.012+08:00

Lucas: hey.
Aisyah: oh hi.

Lucas: so, tell me... did you forget to grow?

Aisyah: wah ass.

had Oral Presentation on monday. it went smoothly, i guess. as a group, i think we did pretty well. lol. thanks to the intense rehearsals we had at ziemuhh's house and mine during the weekends.

got back our report cards, or whatever you call it. everyone in the class got promoted, except for Joanne. ): ahh, damn.

JOANNE HO! WE'RE ALL GONNA MISS YOU. THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN AND LAUGHTER YOU BROUGHT. HAHA. LIKE WHAT JAYA ALWAY SAYS, "YOU ARE THE LAUGHTER OF MY LIFE, JOANNE." (: STUDY HARD OKAYS? HERE'S YOUR SECOND CHANCE, DON'T WASTE IT ALRIGHT. IF YOU NEED ANY HELP WITH YOUR STUDIES, WE'RE ALL HERE TO HELP. (: OH AND ERM.. SORRY IF WE BULLY YOU A LOT. ITS INEVITABLE. HAHA. IN A WAY. CAUSE YOU'RE LIKE SO FUN TO BULLY. XD SORRY HOR. AND SORRY ABOUT THE P*** GUY TOO. OOPS! (:

I LOVE YOU BABE.

2008-11-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES. (:

shiqah: HAHA. lawa perr... (:

angel: oh, wow. thanks. it means a hell lot to me. it does. haha. oh, i promise with the bottom of my ~~butt!~~ heart to always be by your side too. (:

aidyl: lol, thanks! if its were'nt for you, i would'nt even consider posting this. haha. thanks again.

sijia: ROFL. omg sijia, you damn cute laa. (: and yesh! life gets better beybeh! it always does. *smiless. oh and by the way, WHY DID YOU TELL THE WHOLE WORLD I STARTED THE CAKE FIGHT?! HAHAHA.

ziemuhh: AH! omg, ziemuhh, why do you always say the sweetest things?? lol. i love you two three four five six seven eight nine ten! :D

azureeeeen: YO, NAK. (: haha. thanks! you cheer up too kay? whatever's bothering you, don't let it get to you too. lol. and WHY DID'NT YOU COME FOR DANCE JUST NOW? aku rindu giler giler ngan kau luh sey!

jannah: lol. giler. of course its sexy. look who wrote it. XP and still jannah, you can never sound like azimah. (:

Zakiah: AHHA. (: but she is pretty laa. ms aliff-aziz-look-alike. haa.

2008-11-04T16:12:00.024+08:00

Katie: so.. we friends??

Janice: you still an asshole?

Katie: haha. don't worry. that bitch has long left.

Janice: heh. then i guess we're alright..

apologies.

there are many forms.

the shallow ones.

the sincere ones.

and of course,

the crafty ones.

which do you fall?

"Looks can be deceiving"

i'm sure you've heard this locution countless of times.

take ME as an example.

first impression of Aisyah -

stuck-up.

arrogant.

cold.

and the list goes on.

sometimes i feel unjustified.

and it irks the jake out of me.

people who appear nice

are not necessarily NICE.

you'll never know their true intentions.

their true colours.

what's in their heart.

what's in their mind.

and what's next for them.

cause everything seemed to fall in place for them

and fall apart for you.

and you don't have a say in that.

cause everyone believes them.

hears them out.

pities them.

just because they appear nice.

NICE.

gosh, i hate that word.

but then again,

although what you see is not necessarily what you get,

you cannot escape the fact that human beings base thier

ideas and opinions from what they constantly see and hear.

from what they constantly show.

what they constantly and happily boast about.

unfortunately, not every nice person can see that.

to them, its only you.

so what do you do when everyone's under their spell?

you shut up and play along.

and never reveal your side of the story.

no matter how bad they made you look.

no matter how unjustified they made you feel.

no doubt its unfair.

but you know nothing can be done.

cause you know..

THEY'RE NICE.

i've always thought the world was unfair.

but i never knew it was this unfair.

i give a ~~fcuk~~ shit no more.

this time, i mean it.

2008-11-01T21:26:00.038+08:00

JJC RAYA OUTING

FOUR WORDS: DAMN FRIGGIN' SHIT-ASS FUN!

i love my minah. (:

azimah! <3 while they were happily taking these shots, me and zureen got it bad from golden-monkey mats upstairs. oh, and they call zureen songket. HAHA, classic! they forgot to take at my place, so they kinda did it at my bustop. don't you just love this shit? HAHA
(: i swear there were at least 0.5 m radius between us and the other passangers.i'm starting to think nadiah's really pretty. (:

WITH GRRRREAT FOOD, WONDERFUL COMPANY AND OF COURSE THE CASH, WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK FOR? (:

2008-10-31T17:50:00.011+08:00

Lydia: I'M FAT.
Renuka: Wah, Lydia. You making joke of the day is it?

Aisyah: Wanna hear the joke of the year?

Renuka: Yeah, what?

Aisyah: I'M SLIM.

i just remembered. there are a few things promised to update about. i shall start with the leader's camp.

10 things i'll remember from the camp
1. not exactly from the camp, but i loved the block-catching we played near the housing estates before reporting for the camp.
2. the ballroom dance i had with ex-guy-best-friend JUSTIN LIM SHENG WEI. <3
3. eating briyani with our hands tied together in the dark.
4. watching some 'cell phone' ghost clip in LT5.
5. the time my tribe mate saw 'a kid' during the night walk.
6. playing water bombs 4 am in the morning. cool shit!
7. bidding for our lunch.
8. the time when my tribe mates said that i'm QUIET. ROFL!
9. bathing with my classmates. [:

and lastly..

10. FOAM PARTY.

E-WEB

HAHA.

2008-10-31T16:25:00.004+08:00

If I Were A Boy Video

i think beyonce's really pretty. (:

2008-10-29T18:56:00.007+08:00

sorry. for the straight-forwardness in my previous post.

i dunno. i just had to say it, i guess.

although i know i'm stereotyping. yet again.

but what do you expect when a guy does something

like that to your friend?

cheer up!

just know that i have your back aites?

if you need anything, ANYTHING,

i'm just a phone call away. plus its FOC!

haha. always remember, life gets better. (:

ALL THE BEST TO MY FELLOW

MALAY FRIENDS FOR THE PAPER

TOMORROW. <3

2008-10-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

Guys are so typical, insensitive and downright stoopid.

2008-10-26T16:47:00.032+08:00

TUESDAY

had interclass tournament. participated in frisbee. managed to get in top 6 but failed to qualify for top 3. lol. oh wells.. at least we had fun did'nt we? (:

to be honest, i was'nt exactly in th best of moods that morning. coupled with a player who does not give a rat ass about his/her other member's short-comings, i was'nt exactly feeling the vibe. but i tried my best not to spoil the mood. lol. i hope. (:

oh, and heat i tell you... *slaps face. i was practically burnt, roasted, grilled, charred, ... and all the heat-related words you could think of! HAHA. mygoddd.

went for lunch with classmates at jurong point after that. after lunch me, lydia, taahira and si jia went to sijia's cashew heights [not cashew nights, jannah] to chill and spent the afternoon together. haha.

here were some shots we took

taahira. sijia. lydia. <3

sijia<3

taahira<3

lydia<3

lol, don't ask.

WEDNESDAY

had malay dance, finally! haha. but kak mas was'nt around. ):

I WANT TO JOIN BAND.

but i don't think its possible

cause both dance and band syf are on april 09.

so unless i want to stress myself to death, i have to stick to one.

WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO CHOOOOOOOSE.

oh shucks...

anyway, went to meet my ex-brader at JP before malay dance.

first thing he said: wah! you still as short as ever uh?

first gesture i made: _l_

HAHA.

' i miss the old times. perhaps a larger group next time aye?' (:

2008-10-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

i love this song. (:

2008-10-20T17:27:00.010+08:00

FRIDAY

nothing much happened on friday.

except there was a maths test on normal distribution. yuck.

oh and the time where there was a slight tension between me and lucas.

yepps.

other than that, nothing much.

after school, went to com lab.

chatted with a few people.

went down.

and oh! HAHA. he msged me.

LMAO.

like the first time in 10 million years.

HAHAHA.

the sky almost dropped i tell you.

played block-catching.

and reported for camp.

MONDAY

went to school in slippers in the morning.
met azimah and went to the council room to get back my shoes and handphone charger.

went to the canteen after morning assembly.
something happen and we were all like whatthefuck.
like literally whatthefuck. lol.
lydia shot me her i-told-you-so expression.

oh wells...

i realise lessons were even more humdrum-er (if there's such a word) after the promos.

i can hardly understand anything when that zombie lectures. sorry.

econs, dreadful.

almost useless actually.

cause i don't understand a shit.

i seriously need help in econs.

damn.

guess which one's mine, and which's azimah?

i need to work harder.

shall update about camp someother time. (: cheers everyone.

2008-10-15T16:15:00.005+08:00

yo. (:

its 4.15pm now and i'm at the school com lab. lol.

A FEW WORDS FROM MY ANIMAL FRIENDS.

Jannah: Aisyah, you.die.tomorrow.
Lydia: aku nak gi field skarang! HAHAHA. *hinthint.
Azimah: I love all my hot babes!!

AISYAH: EFFING B WORD. malay dance is friggin' ly cancelled again today. sigh.

2008-10-14T21:15:00.005+08:00

reached school late today.

damn 198. grr..

got my student pass confiscated.

sigh.

reached class and they were talking

about the interclass competittion.

frisbee!

jannah wanted soccer actually.

but our class only have 4 boys.

went for PC.

played frisbee.

could'nt catch most of the throws.

THANKS to Lucas.

but still won tho.

"Aisyah, jom kiter blocking." HAHA.

had cramps.

sigh.

played takraw.

went to SPC and bought chocs.

(: (:

watch WALL.E during GP.

(: (: (:

did PW.

as usual..

tried to climb the walls outside

toilets with jan.

as usual too! HAHA.

finished up PW and went home

with A-ZIE-MUHH.

is it that hard to talk to me?

2008-10-12T15:28:00.001+08:00

This is insanity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UthtS7JBwo&feature=related

2008-10-12T12:38:00.005+08:00

Hati seorang perempuan penuh simbolik, penuh misteri .

Bisakah ditafsir setiap kekata,

bisahkah dilerai setiap simpulan

walaupun dengan sejuta penghayatan?

2008-10-10T12:00:00.008+08:00

did'nt go school today. went to the doctor in the morning and spent 69 bucks on anti biotics. damn. heart pain. lol. called lydazi when i got home. got to found out something disappointing. like reeaaally disappointing. haha. but then i kind of guessed it all along. so who cares. not like its known or anything right? (:

surfed friendster, double disappoinment.

but like im not doing it too. *sarcasm present.

HAHA.

infact, i think i did worse.

i think.

(:

thanks jannah!

*A BIG WIDE SMILE. (:

2008-10-09T20:06:00.003+08:00

the most amazing thing happened...

I PASSED MY HISTORY PROMO PAPER.

wow.

told ya life's getting better. (:

2008-10-07T21:01:00.003+08:00

i've FINALLY finished reading BURNED today. if there's anything to be learnt from that fine piece of paperback is that life's too short for regrets. too short. so i should seriously shut up, stop whining, stop emo-ing and get on with life. haha. like what they always say, happiness is by choice, and definitely not by chance. if i keep clinging on to the former, i don't think i'll ever be happy. plus, its a waste of time. the past will never come back, so why hold on to it right? so guys, ignore the previous lammeeee posts as its not worth your time. lol. seriously. trust a big girl like me to remonstrance and whine like a kid. Sooo not cool, Aisyah. -.-" who know's life will turn out even better then before. (: hahaha.

cheers everyone. ILY(: hearts<3

2008-10-06T19:55:00.008+08:00

sometimes i wonder how would it feel like if i stab myself a thousand times and watch my insides tear open..

but on second thought.. a gun shot would be way less tedious.